Daily life in epilepsy:: Patients' experiences described by emotions

Objective. According to the literature, emotions are closely related to health and well-being. The aim of this study was to illuminate the impact of epilepsy on daily life in young adulthood, described by the patients' emotions. Method. Young adults, 18-27 years of age (n = 95/102), answered a questionnaire eliciting descriptions of their daily lives with epilepsy in their own words. A content analysis was performed, and the material was categorized, according to the Belief Desire Theory of Emotions. Results. The patients experienced positive (confidence, hope, harmony, and forbearance); negative (anxiety, despair, fear, resignation, indignation, sadness, insecurity, and anger); and self-evaluating emotions (being valuable, being insignificant, shame, guilt, and self-doubt). Two different groups of patients could be identified: one group whose members regarded themselves as "healthy" and another group whose members regarded themselves as being ill or "handicapped". The "healthy" group was active and flexible, focusing on possibilities and planning how to handle negative emotions. The "handicapped" group was passive and resigned to the epilepsy in a negative way, afraid of being exposed. They focused on obstacles, and their negative emotions were also directed toward the self. Conclusion. This study pointed out the importance of paying attention to the role of emotions in the experiences and well-being of patients with epilepsy. (C) 2007 Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.