KAFKA, BORGES, AND THE CREATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS, PART I: KAFKA-DARK IRONIES OF THE "GIFT" OF CONSCIOUSNESS

The ways in which Franz Kafka and forge Luis Borges struggled with the creation of consciousness in their lives and in their literary works are explored in this two-part, essay. In Part I, the author juxtaposes a biographical, sketch of Kafka with a close reading of his story "A Hunger Artist" (1924), in which a character (whose personality holds much in common with that of kafka) spends his life in a quasi-delusional state starving himself in public performances. The hunger artist's self-awareness (of having lived a life devoid of the experience of love and mutual recognition) is achieved in the context of an interpersonal experience in which he has, in fact, found/created "the food [he] liked," that is, an experience of loving and being loved, of seeing and being seen, of being aware of and, alive to his own imminent. death. This fragile, paradoxical state of consciousness is sustained, for only a moment before it, is attacked, but not, entirely destroyed.