Becoming Visible: Uncovering hidden entanglements of power, performativity and becoming subjectivities in a global bank

This paper explores entanglements and flows of power, performativity and related becoming subjectivities, in a rich thicket of lived experience in a global bank. The inquiry focuses on an affective auto/ethnographic field text of a mundane, cross-continent, telephone meeting between a senior executive colleague and myself. Experimenting with post-qualitative, transversal, feminist inquiry 'I' deliberately plug into multiple, criss-crossing, philosophical concepts of gendered power, performativity and subjectivity. 'I' playfully-vulnerably assay with new ways of doing processual organizational research and making knowing-as-action, including with potential readers. 'I' write differently, aiming to enact and exemplify the post-qualitative organization studies terrain as unsettled, unsettling and unpredictable. In a processual, abductive interpretation of my field text 'I' uncover agential subjectivities emerging from unconscious affective entanglements travelling across continents and disjunctive temporalities and between human and non-human entities. 'I' depart by reflecting on the contributions of my paper and implications of this inquiry for my practice as an organization studies practitioner-researcher.