Reuniting with Michael: An Autoethnography of a Police Officer's Experience with PTSD

This article presents an autoethnographic exploration of trauma experienced by the author, a former police officer turned academic and an offender whom the author knew in his former and current roles. By intertwining personal narratives, the study sheds light on the multifaceted nature of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and its profound consequences. The article's objective is twofold: to provide an intimate and introspective account of trauma experienced within the context of violent victimization and to underscore the effects of PTSD, the transformative potential of therapeutic interventions, and the consequences of its absence. Writing in an evocative style, the author delves into his experiences as a police officer and reflects on the emotional and psychological effects of exposure to violence, both from his perspective and of the participant. The article emphasizes the importance of incorporating subjective dimensions of lived experiences expressed through personal voice. Ultimately, this autoethnographic study adds to the growing body of research on trauma by providing unique insights into the experiences of both trauma survivors. By sharing personal narratives, the article aims to contribute to a deeper understanding of trauma and its long-lasting effects while emphasizing the importance of therapeutic interventions for healing and resilience.